Eliza Dore 1829-1875 Abel Ovans 1830-1852
Brought up afore the beak, we were much afeared,
me 'n' Abel Ovans, my intended, my troth, my bud.
Very moment they condemned him, I vent an almighty
scream.
Such a worrit was he, always bullyragging me,
Abel.
Even when I was with child, he’d treat me ill.
How I regret we put a sham upon my ma and pa;
leastways, I hoped to make a goodly mother.
Abel was like tinder, a tongue pad, ‘cause he
would
not care a splinter for any bub. Even told
a neighbour he wished the child were dead.
‘Twas better when I was house servant to a
victualler
and my beloved Abel was hired a farm labourer.
For my confinement I went to live in Newport,
leaving my caring parents for old grumble-guts,
who begrudged drudgery, would not touch the baby.
We were in bad bread. O mama, please forgive me.
I missed my sisters something dreadful, begged
them visit.
Abel vouched he’d meet them at the Newport packet.
When I was belly up, I had a bellyful of pain.
Seedy, we couldn’t cough the rent, so were turfed
out
of our lodgings on a winter’s day, carrying our
bundle of belongings, what with my baby wailing
and Abel kicking up, muttering oaths, scowling.
We quit the Carpenter’s Arms, a Monmouth inn,
where folks said my baby looked bobbish, a treat,
a picture of blooming health – if left to fate!
But next day, God help us, Abel struck me chill.
‘Get rid
o’ that dam bub! It ain’t mine! All to hell!’
Acting the mule, I refused to hand her tender body
over.
We walked in broody silence till Mill Street
bridge.
‘Give me that child if you want us to live
together!’
I was sore afraid he’d give me fits with his blathery.
‘Let me have the young bugger!’ Snatching the swaddle
clouts, he wrested the child wrapped in a shawl
and strode over the bridge and along by the canal.
‘I don’t care a tuppenny dam no more, you trapes!’
‘Give me back my baby! O give me back my babe!’
Ten minutes lapsed afore his brassy, sullen
return,
roughly bunching shawl and clothes. Of my babe no sign!
‘What have you done with my little girl?’ I urged
too late.
‘I’ve done away with it,’ he barked. ‘I’ll not keep it!’
‘It?’ I cried.
‘My poor precious daughter! Never
no It!’
‘Don’t make that racket here!’ For I couldn’t stop sobbing.
Yes, damn my soul, I’d still have lied to save his
skin.
Strangers asked after the baby, suspicions grew,
rumours.
About Stowe there was such an unholy stir.
On the morrow the naked baby’s body was found
drowned, floating amid the reeds of the mill pond.
My poor little mite was given burial by Stowe’s
chaplain.
Fond and foolish was I to lie for Abel’s skin.
I changed my tune and confessed to police.
Abel swore I’d wished to poison the child. What dreadful lies!
My late lost love was charged and nubbed. I was saved
the noose with two days’ grace for mercy’s sake.
Michael Small
June 9-21, 2014
Eliza Dore was spared the
death sentence but not transportation.
One of 219 female convicts on the Duchess of Northumberland, the last transport to carry female
convicts to Van Diemen’s Land. She arrived in Hobart in April, 1853 after a
five month voyage. The following year she re-married and gave birth to thirteen
more children. Abel Ovans was publicly
hanged.in 1852.
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